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I’m really enjoying my life at this moment. I just want to share something really personal with you. Have you ever felt like you were on this earth alone? Have you ever felt what is my purpose here? Have you ever felt like there has to be something good for me in this world? I have asked myself that on numerous occasion. Not only that I am afraid of loving and I guess being loved. I think that I am in a place now that I truly understand love and how it really works. Things are looking better and I really can not complain. I am happy. I am surrounding by a group of people that I adore and love. Support is very important and support is something that I have. Be Blessed my people and know that love does not cost a thing.


Chris Kelly (Rest in Peace My Love) 5.1.13


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Chris Kellycross2n-4-webChris Kelly & Chris Smith

Sad day in history mane. Another one of our people that we love so dear has allowed that monster to manifest and take authority of his life.

Chris Kelly and Chris Smith were discovered at Greenbriar Mall in 1991 by now-famous entertainer and producer Jermaine Dupri. From there two stars were born Kriss Kross, backward pants wearing teenagers. My favorite song  is “Jump”  that was debut in 1992 on So So Def Records Label.

The story goes that he had been doing heroin and cocaine on Wednesday. Later he wasn’t feeling well but before laying down he did an interview with Streetz Morning Grind radio show in ATL. From the interview he kinda sounded wasted but more than anything and this is just my personal opinion he sounded like a man in his 50 or 60’s. He was rambling off and on about how he miss his iterview and how he had the bull by the horn in so many words. I really think they caught him in that drug awkward moment. Smh. He was rush to the hospital where he was pronounced dead. ‘It appears it may have been a possible drug overdose,’ said Cpl. Kay Lester

When I woke this morning and seen this. It touched home once again. Drugs kill people and I just thank God that he was and is a stronger influence in my life than that evil spirit. The fight is real my people. It is a slow torture. It is hell if you ever want to know what hell is.

I’m 36 and I’m still standing and when I hear this man is 34 that is some cold shit. lol.

All I can say is if there a person that is struggling and fighting this demon of drugs. Hold their hand. Get in their head. There is a reason why that person is hurt. It could be being mistreated as a kid, being raped, molested, shot, stabbed, loneliness, being hungry, divorce, separation, low self-esteem. There is a problem, they are asking for SOMEONE TO HELP THEM!!! We as people just go on with our lives and say fuck it. He or she will be ok. Well you know what? I did come out of all of that bs but I still have issues. I thank God that I am not the woman I was 4 yrs ago but I WISH SOMEONE WOULD HAVE EXTENDED THEIR HAND AND SAY Mizz Beatzz I got you. lol God did. He held me through all that and I can say I wish I would have had someone in the flesh but God knows that I’m stronger than the average. I needed to go through that so everyone can see the works that he have instill in me. God is good my people.

If you have someone who needs help my people help them. Don’t walk away. Dont’s laugh. Don’t use and abuse them. They have been abused enough.

With that I love you Chris Kelly. I do not know what you were going through but I can say that you not alone anymore. You are at peace and God has the last say now. May you Rest In Peace my love.




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So a day after election and itz more ppl pissed off than ppl in hell. I am happy for Obama…. He has made great accomplishments in his life time. I just would like to say ppl, if you vote… Vote for the right reasonz…. js….. Some ppl get things confused and they focus on the wrong things in life and then when the shit hit the fan. They see their life instantly repeating itself like a broken record.

For myself I have been maintaining me, like a leaf blowing in the wind. I am ready to travel. Really Im ready to travel…. My life iz getting pretty boring here and I am bout to hurt slap someone or myself…. Where I am headed I do not know but I am about to make my way to the nearest airport. Yea I am flying this time. Tired of the asphalt time to ball like I aint never ball before. Ya digg?????

Well hope your day is goin good and ttys.




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Itz been a minute for me. How has everyone been doing??? I missed everyone. I want to take the time out to say that I am really sorry to hear about Tameka Glover son, Kile Glover… Itz really a sad situation and something to think about. It hurts deep and it hit close to home once again.

Kile Glover

I am a person that believes their iz another place for all of us. I do not believe in sadness but I believe in peace. Not only that but #1 day it will be a new heaven and a new earth!!!! He is with us now. He will stand tall again #1 day.


Have a Great Day and take of yourself my people!!!!



Jus Thinking


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I am sitting here listening to Zac Brown Band. “No Hurry.” Beautiful song. I got a lot of thingz on my mind. Thinking about you, her, him, them and all of these things that we call life. I juz want to say Thank You for taking time to come into my world. I aint perfect. I have made mistakez that I kick myself in the azz for but #1 thing that I know. I WILL NEVA GIVE IN AND I NEVA PLAN ON GIVING UP!!!! Lol ppl alwayz talking and neva listening and they will blame you for everything because they will not stand up for themselves (that goes for Shameka also).I apologize for whatever I did to you. I will try my best not to do it again. If you decide not to mingle with me any longer. I DO NOT BLAME YOU!!! JUZ KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU AND WISH THE BEST FOR YOU. I will continue to do me and it will be with a pure heart and I will close my eyez knowing that Shameka Medina (Mizz Beatzz) tried and gave 100% effort to make it right….. lol…. ikr? Take care of yourself and each other my people. If it iz for you. It will be laid in your lap. If not don’t be mad and say, “Why not me?” God has something better for you. He knows, He knows. Have a Great Night. Love Hard, Love Real. xoxoxoxoxxoxoxoxoxoxoxox🙂



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 Jenny and Javier (top) JoJo and Javier (L)


 Shakayla w/Dion Fiancee



 Daisy(R) Luis (M) JoJo (L)

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